http://judithhenry.com/blog Just another WordPress weblog Mon, 07 Jun 2010 13:41:53 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en My one attachment that I had left to me has been removed.  Because of my continued growth I have lost all family and friends from my past, except for surface attachments.  I have loved my cute little cabin house and felt that my spirit lives and flies here.  But recent ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=363 I have become disconnected from everyone.  It's the strangest thing!  Everyday things happen because I have piano and voice students, and somehow life keeps happening.  It's surface life, though.  I have no strings that tie me to anyone or any institution or anything at all.  The thing that's so amazing ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=361 Every day of my life is designed by my inner self with one purpose and one purpose only in mind, and that is to learn to fully love and care for myself alone.  OMG!  I am filled with HUGE LOVE for everyone, but when I give any of that love ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=359 Just found out that I will be spending yet another Thanksgiving in isolation.  I know anyone reading this will think I'm completely whacked, but I feel that I am being punished by all of society for refusing to lower myself and play by the rules.  I am a woman, and ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=357 Today is my birthday.  Again I wake up alone and face a long lonely road.  I have a task in front of me that I am FINALLY not fighting anymore.  My task is to find ALL COMPLETION AND FULFILLMENT from witin myself alone and to come to a place within ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=354 I feel as if I have moved inside a beautiful bubble.  There's huge amounts of chaos and trouble, depression, worries, etc going on all around me, and I'm safely ensconced inside my beautiful world.  I'd like to do my part to help.  In fact I'd love to do my part, ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=352 Everyday I drop deeply into myself before I start the day's activities.  I am changing and growing and becoming stronger inch by inch.  I am barely attached to the earth, definitely not down in the maze.  My body is given enough for survival, but my body is not me.  Therefore ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=349 I am now living inside the realization that I am not wanted or needed on the earth.  I am living quietly in my own land of beauty.  How do I even write or talk about this way of living.  All of my life I have tried to be a part ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=347 Today I feel as if I'm making my final surrender to my own aloneness.  The stray cells that have been left on the earth as I've made this difficult climb to my own self have been brought back to me.  I have absolved everyone of all responsibility.  I have wished ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=344 I continue on my journey of finding all completion and fulfillment from within myself alone.  I had a chat over lunch with someone yesterday about this topic.  Her response was that it is unnatural to want to be complete alone without other human beings, that it is not a normal ... http://judithhenry.com/blog/?p=342