I have become disconnected from everyone.  It’s the strangest thing!  Everyday things happen because I have piano and voice students, and somehow life keeps happening.  It’s surface life, though.  I have no strings that tie me to anyone or any institution or anything at all.  The thing that’s so amazing is (and hard to describe if you haven’t experienced it) is the question of who is a person when that person becomes not a collection of ideas and ideologies and constructs that society says that person is or that the person him/herself believes she/he is because of the specific society that that person was raised in and taught to believe that he/she is.  It’s very painful and sad to lose ties and become disconnected, but it feels as if I have become PURE person.  I see it clearly.  Of course my biggest question is where does pure person fit into society.  I have never met anyone else like me who has examined absolutely everything, and questioned in such detail how the earth is put together.  Somehow I’ve known my own deepest self and known that earth does not respect the deepest realness of a person.  Society wants people to belong in all the many and varied boxes that make up the earth.  Anyhow I wish someone would tell me what I’m going to do now—————–