Loving Myself

November 11th, 2009

Every day of my life is designed by my inner self with one purpose and one purpose only in mind, and that is to learn to fully love and care for myself alone.  OMG!  I am filled with HUGE LOVE for everyone, but when I give any of that love out to the world, I am repeatedly shown that it is a one way street, not to be reciprocated by anyone at all.  I have lived a lifetime like this.  My lifetime has had a purpose.  I think that I have been giving my love out and caring for people who only use my love for their own purposes for all of eternity.  The love that is me is so very beautiful, so warm and caring and alive and real.  My task right now in the present moment is to learn to make this love enough for me.  I still have a deep longing to be wanted by others.  ABSOLUTELY NO ONE WANTS ME.  The fullness of my love and sunshine is learning to be contained completely within myself.  My ego self is working VERY HARD EVERY DAY to learn to feel content and nurtured.  After all, since no one wants the huge love that is me, I get it all for myself.  Damn, this is a really hard lesson for me to learn!!!!

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10 Responses to “Loving Myself”

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    will you call me? my phone was stolen and I lost all my contacts. I’m coming home for a week and a week with in Des Moines with out lunch with you would feel incomplete.

    xo
    -Brandon

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